Heads or Tails

I’m tired of waiting for you. Not tired in the sense I don’t want to wait for you, but tired in the sense that my heart longs for you. Just to see you in front of me. Just to have you smile at me and call beautiful as you hold my face in your hands. I just miss you so much it hurts. I try to keep myself so busy that I have no time to think about how much I miss you and how long I have to wait, but it doesn’t help. I want you here. I want me there. I want you and me.

Is it unrealistic for me to look forward to a love that is like the movies? A love that makes me smile all the time without even thinking about the best parts? I had that once. That was nice. Impossible to get that back? Hmmm, I digress.

The only way to begin to give and receive love is to love yourself. We can’t help others if we ourselves need to be helped. Then, only then, can we start on world peace.

Ha, hey. I’m Julia Ann. People call me Julie because of my bestfriend. Just thought i’d introduce you to me, but I don’t like story telling. I’d rather just answer your questions if you have any for me. So shoot. <3